Lunch with Lukas

Lukas and I are finally hanging out, for the first time in what seems like forever. It's been so long, I can't even remember when we hung out last. I can't wait, I'm so excited... There's so much that we need to catch up on. I need to vent, and I know he will be there to listen.

Chris and I were talking last night, and apparently he knows about that "thing" that I never tell anyone. He said he figured it out from one of my surveys I did and he'd known for months. My question is how? The only bulliten I remember posting that had anything to do with it was at the beginning of this month, I don't remember the other one. At least the good thing is that he's not going to disappear because of it. That was always my biggest fear... That someone would find out about it and not want to be around me because they didn't support the decision I had made or for some other unknown reason. I really appreciate that, and it means a lot to me.

I need to talk to Michelle too. She knows more about what I need to talk to Lukas about than most anyone does. I love talking to them, we laugh and make jokes about everything, so if I'm having a rough time with anything then we can get through it together. Speaking of which, I need to go get ready to have lunch with Lukas...